I’m struggling to find my voice on this new blog. When I was a regular on diaryland (yeah, like I MIGHT provide those links), I spent about 5 years being emo and often overly-cryptic.
Now that I’m 33 and slightly less angsty, I’m not sure that weird allusions (that only I understand), and an overabundance of [[strangepunctuation and fake.artsy.fartsy. crap//]] is really what people want to read.
But I don’t want to continually write about grown-up yawn inducing adult topics: work, household chores and whatnot. So I’m wrestling with that right now. Just like I’m wrestling with wanting to revert to being 21, but realizing that I am getting older and just can’t hang like I used to.
I’m also having a rough week emotionally. Just one of those moods.