you were never

meant to be

anything more than

a summer’s dream

a drink on

a midnight beach

waking to sounds of the waves and the early morning trucks

i could really do without the nostalgic flashbacks

i’m not digging this at all

wishing i was 10 years younger

self-destructing

singing in a

drunken pickup truck

i never knew

you were so fucked

how far you’d fall

you were everything

and nothing much at all

i could really do without the nostalgic flashbacks

i’m not digging this at all

wishing i was 10 years younger

self-destructing

you told me

you’d love me

as soon as you

were able

garage songs

guitar riffs

restraining orders and naked photographs

i don’t even know if you’re still alive

i could really do without the nostalgic flashbacks

i’m not digging this at all

wishing i was 10 years younger

self-destructing

i’m not that person anymore

maybe it’s actually different than i remember

i suppose it’s possible

i just hope you’re okay…