I feel like I am doing this all alone. I have no family here to help me. I don’t want to ask any of my friends for help, because I don’t want to be a burden. Even if I did ask my friends, I wouldn’t even know WHAT kind of help to ask for.
I woke up in the middle of the night with my mind spinning for hours. It’s too, too much.
I'd rather be elsewhere, most likely 
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if you start freaking out, you call me. i don’t care what time it is.
(i may not *answer* if it’s like, 2 in the AM, but that’s okay. you call anyway!)
~hug~
🙂