Monthly Archives: May 2011

Look at me. (written Monday)

Posted on May 31, 2011 by meredithelaine

Attempting to nap, attempting to hide. The sun’s smile is open wide, greeting this Holiday Monday. I’m not sure if I want any part of it. Tomorrow is back to reality (soul II soul) and I’m sitting alone, diving into … Continue reading →

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Why can’t you just be happy?

Posted on May 26, 2011 by meredithelaine

(about 1:27 is where my post title came from) And the answer is: I don’t know. Of course, I’m happy in some respects.  I am married to the best man on earth.  I have wonderful friends. But. I have a … Continue reading →

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Conversations

Posted on May 13, 2011 by meredithelaine

It broke my heart to find out that from two opposite ends of the spectrum – we were the same.  The concerns, fears…all of it.  Manifested differently, and yet the same.  But there’s a comfort in that as well.  The … Continue reading →

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I’m not well-versed at this.

Posted on May 4, 2011 by meredithelaine

Last night, my Uncle passed away. He’d been battling skin cancer for several months, and seemed to be actually fighting the good fight.  Until 2 weeks ago. Then it was Stage IV and then…he’s gone. I don’t have a terribly … Continue reading →

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When a heart breaks, no, it don’t break even

Posted on May 3, 2011 by meredithelaine

A million reasons why.  Many reasons unknown.  I’m so easily broken. But I keep my mouth shut the best I can.  There’s a massive strength in that – I don’t care what anyone else says.  I will not expose my … Continue reading →

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