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It’s The Final Countdown

I am exactly one week out from my surgery.  I am both excited and scared.  I’ve never had surgery before. I’ve started my low carb, low fat, high protein pre-op diet.  Good times.  On the day before surgery, I can … Continue reading

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I gotta believe that you’re there when I sing

Weird-ass video aside, I’m in love with this song.  Another strong showing from Jimmy Eat World.  This song is on repeat. I’m sitting on the couch, half-high on muscle relaxers.  My neck is still bothering me.  A week later, and … Continue reading

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From the Pho restaurant

Well. Kinda soon, but in 2 months I’ll be well on my way!!!

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I’m down to your last cigarette

  As part of the pre-surgery process, I have to quit smoking.  Yeah, yeah, I should’ve done it years ago.  Meh.  I like smoking.  If I didn’t have to quit, I wouldn’t.  But there are medical reasons, so as of … Continue reading

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This is the story of a girl.

      It’s been over 3 years since my last blog post.  I am in Texas.  I am working for my previous employer in California, remotely.  I am still happily married and we now have a cat. So all … Continue reading

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I choose defeat; I walk away – and leave this place the same today…

  Go figure. Last post I made was lamenting about my weight, self-loathing, etc. Several months later, here I am, embarking on my 3rd week of treatment.  I’m in intensive outpatient therapy for my eating disorder.  Binge Eating Disorder (BED).  Compulsive/Emotional … Continue reading

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Grumble, grumble, chomp, chomp.

I’m sleeping more these days.  Not when I should (nighttime), but naps. I’d rather flop down on the couch and nap than face the world.  I’m gaining weight so rapidly.  I can’t really be bothered to do my hair.  I’m … Continue reading

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