Tag Archives: non-confrontational or passive-aggressive?

I choose defeat; I walk away – and leave this place the same today…

Posted on March 24, 2014 by meredithelaine

  Go figure. Last post I made was lamenting about my weight, self-loathing, etc. Several months later, here I am, embarking on my 3rd week of treatment.  I’m in intensive outpatient therapy for my eating disorder.  Binge Eating Disorder (BED).  Compulsive/Emotional … Continue reading →

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Tosh point blah, whatever.

Posted on July 12, 2012 by meredithelaine

Honestly, I could not give a fuck about this Tosh/Rape thing.  All though, it’s got me all riled up, so I guess I do care.  The world is in a huge kerfuffle about it (god, I’ve been dying to use … Continue reading →

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Don’t test me.

Posted on April 14, 2012 by meredithelaine

If people’s assholery, selfishness, and fucktardedness manage to screw with the happiness of those I love… THERE WILL BE HELL TO MOTHERFUCKING PAY. I don’t act on my anger ever that often.  Do not give me a reason to. (you’d … Continue reading →

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I can’t even put into words…

Posted on March 24, 2012 by meredithelaine

I’m so done. I am so done even making attempts to be friends with people anymore.  Why should I even be friends with people who are NOT NICE.  Who will take the first opportunity to slam someone else.  Who make … Continue reading →

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I’m alright, I’m alright, don’t worry I’ll be fine.

Posted on February 23, 2012 by meredithelaine

Today’s blog title song quote is from “You Won’t See Me Cry” by Sue Medley.  I’d link a video, but apparently there isn’t one, except for some stupid fan video for some couple on some TV show that I have … Continue reading →

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Stick a fork in me.

Posted on February 15, 2012 by meredithelaine

I am beyond done. I have nothing left to give. Come tomorrow I will carry on, like I do, because that’s what I always do. But I have beyond nothing left. I am so drained.  “Fake it ’til ya make … Continue reading →

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Everyone I know goes away in the end…

Posted on July 25, 2011 by meredithelaine

Things are changing.  They have been changing.  Over the past year.  I don’t like it.  It’s part of life, I suppose.  People grow up, grow apart, get sucked into drama or (much like myself) get trapped in their own head. … Continue reading →

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Dancin’ with myself

Posted on July 13, 2011 by meredithelaine

Or talking to myself.  Same difference, I suppose.  I can tweet, facebook and blog to my heart’s (dis)content, but the chance that anybody fucking cares – slim to none. Some care, and I know who you are.  I think.  I … Continue reading →

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We interrupt this program…

Posted on July 12, 2011 by meredithelaine

sometimes, you choose quiet over socializing.  this can mean a cozy evening with the internet and bad reality tv.  this can mean shuffling from room to room.  half-hearted scrubbing the same areas of the kitchen, bathroom…over and over.  you can’t … Continue reading →

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Long weekend

Posted on July 3, 2011 by meredithelaine

Long weekends are kinda blissful, aren’t they?  Lord knows I certainly needed it. My work-related breakdowns have continued.  I am very tired.  But, as I’ve stated about 4 billion times, I can’t quit.  I can’t look for a new job. … Continue reading →

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