Tag Archives: stuff i’m nervous about posting

This is the story of a girl.

Posted on October 4, 2019 by meredithelaine

      It’s been over 3 years since my last blog post.  I am in Texas.  I am working for my previous employer in California, remotely.  I am still happily married and we now have a cat. So all … Continue reading →

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I choose defeat; I walk away – and leave this place the same today…

Posted on March 24, 2014 by meredithelaine

  Go figure. Last post I made was lamenting about my weight, self-loathing, etc. Several months later, here I am, embarking on my 3rd week of treatment.  I’m in intensive outpatient therapy for my eating disorder.  Binge Eating Disorder (BED).  Compulsive/Emotional … Continue reading →

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Grumble, grumble, chomp, chomp.

Posted on September 10, 2013 by meredithelaine

I’m sleeping more these days.  Not when I should (nighttime), but naps. I’d rather flop down on the couch and nap than face the world.  I’m gaining weight so rapidly.  I can’t really be bothered to do my hair.  I’m … Continue reading →

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Baby steps…

Posted on June 3, 2013 by meredithelaine

I haven’t done a lot of writing lately.  I haven’t done a lot of anything lately.  Except eating.  I’m up 6 pounds in a month. To my credit, I’ve done a lot more walking, jogging, and general work-out type things. … Continue reading →

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Stomp (out the stigma)!

Posted on April 14, 2013 by meredithelaine

  (The motto of the walk is Stomp Out the Stigma of Mental Illness…and for whatever reason, it made me think of the song “Stomp” from back in the day!)       Yesterday, I did a 5K, for the … Continue reading →

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Tell me where it hurts

Posted on July 26, 2012 by meredithelaine

So yesterday was a little scary. As anyone who knows me knows, I am a panicky stress case.  I’ve had a history of panic attacks and generalized anxiety since I was in high school.  It’s gotten worse over the years, … Continue reading →

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Tosh point blah, whatever.

Posted on July 12, 2012 by meredithelaine

Honestly, I could not give a fuck about this Tosh/Rape thing.  All though, it’s got me all riled up, so I guess I do care.  The world is in a huge kerfuffle about it (god, I’ve been dying to use … Continue reading →

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And I’m about to break…

Posted on May 12, 2012 by meredithelaine

First of all, can we please just take a moment to observe how absolutely adorably young Linkin Park looks in this video?  Oh, youth. This week was probably the worst I’ve had at work in the 4 years I’ve been … Continue reading →

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I’m alright, I’m alright, don’t worry I’ll be fine.

Posted on February 23, 2012 by meredithelaine

Today’s blog title song quote is from “You Won’t See Me Cry” by Sue Medley.  I’d link a video, but apparently there isn’t one, except for some stupid fan video for some couple on some TV show that I have … Continue reading →

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Why can’t you just be happy?

Posted on May 26, 2011 by meredithelaine

(about 1:27 is where my post title came from) And the answer is: I don’t know. Of course, I’m happy in some respects.  I am married to the best man on earth.  I have wonderful friends. But. I have a … Continue reading →

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